834. Wondering

Onbekend

wondering...

pondering ..

storm all around me and in my heart..

listening ...for a tiny sound...
staring at the sky and thoughts passing by..
you and I?

you and you ?
I and I?

no sound coming through

we make a deal
time and time again

in the forest of "being friends "

I wonder with numerous options going through my heart and soul in endless motion

nothing rhymed
and in the silence of what is
I start feeling free ....start feeling me

it's only this "optical" illusion I have to dismiss

with this so called meaningless tender kiss ,I once experienced (wasn't ready then) and for ever after missed.

can we start again please ?
or am I better of...leaving it all just to this..?