826. Mystery man

Onbekend

I changed my phone number,secretly...
just like the way you quietly left me

the devastating news broke me down
and I collapsed,almost drowned...

o tried so hard to keep up and smiling
although inside I felt like dying ...

how could I even try to explain
without humiliating myself again...

that even though I wished you and S well..
my life had turned into a hell ...

I even gave blessings and heart felt advice..
and thought her to be a fairy sweet and nice ...

you told me she was so much like me
and made you understand and see...
how I had missed for all those years ..
your loving embrace and cried lonely tears..

it all seemed to be So bizarre and unreal
and so I had to make this "deal"
..
I changed my number ,distanced myself from you...
there was nothing else I could do...

you wanted me to meet up with her...
first I agreed,my mind being in a blur ..

but now with eyes open and my heart locked up again ..
I honestly don't think we can even be friends ...

I have been here for you for 4 long years ..
but This pain is beyond all my tears...

so i changed ny number and closed my door...
I will not go on laying ny heart on the floor...

if S is who you love,and you claim her to be your twin..
there is nothing more for me to begin...

mystery man..with eyes so deep..
you will faint away and stop disturbing my night sleep...

my heart,that you said would be healed,is broken..
no more words left to be spoken ...

I cried for you,more then an ocean deep..
I longed for you more then a mountain high...
I waited for you,a thousand years..
bit it only brought me four years of tears...

mystery man,walk away..
and may you one day realise inside ...
that love had always been here..
although you looked for it in others eyes ..
.
mystery mystery mystery mystery
a mystery you will remain to be...for me.....

"angel E I S T "